Talk:Casadastraphobia/@comment-184.16.104.129-20191016154413

My name is Elijah. I first started having these problems when I was a child 70's-80's. Ive also had some obsessive tendencies with the number 3, or 3 sets oF 3 playing into it. Schizophrenia runs in the family, so I'm checking several of the boxes, just can't believe it's taken me this long to google this?! My wife and I were talking about whether there was anything left to add to the Internet that no one has thought of, so I enter weirdest thing about myself, and sure enough there's a group?! Although not a very large number, and surprising it's only recently been identifying? Guess i wasn't the only one who couldn't come close to affording a shrink either? Mine probably started when I saw a balloon drift off? Because that's exactly how it feels to me. Like I'm just going to drift off and there won't be anything to grab. Guess I over empathized with its fate, and it's cost me more times than I could count? Just the other day i had to climb off a roof I was tarring because of what ive always called reverse vertigo. It really ( fortunately) comes and goes with me. Kicking in around really open areas, tall build I, the lobby at the Cincinnati museum did it to me last winter. It's a really miserable experience because no one at all really understands it, except maybe you guys? I don't ever fly kites, wouldn't release a balloon for $100, and no full well how crazy this is! Someone needs to invent magnetic shoes.... Or dumb down some gravity experiments so we understand the science better! Really did find some comfort knowing it's not just my crazy head, but I told her before googled it "watch... They'll be a bunch of em on here?" but identifying it as a real thing might help us find a treatment. Thanks for listening. Good luck everyone... Stay grounded!